Spiritual Dyslexia

Chapter 19 of my new book “Twelve What Abouts…”

Dyslexia warps reality; the consequences of which can be catastrophic. It is something that causes great hardship to multitudes in our day. People with normal, or even above normal, intelligence suffer from dyslexia as the brain reverses numbers, letters or words. It is a huge learning handicap and, in severe cases, can greatly limit education and employment opportunities.

For those unfamiliar with the problem, imagine having the word “GOD” written clearly in front of you and yet your brain interprets the information as “DOG,” as the first and last letters of the word are transposed. I am sure you will agree that there is a vast chasm of difference inherent in this misinterpretation. My heart truly goes out to those who have to go through life having to combat dyslexia.

Moving from the physical to the spiritual realm, I believe multitudes of Christians suffer from what I would call “spiritual dyslexia.” It’s a phrase I heard some years ago and found it to be a striking one. Theologians don’t use this language of course. They would be much more comfortable describing this concept as “the noetic effects of sin,” which is the simple recognition that since the Fall of Adam, all of mankind’s faculties have been negatively affected, including his mind. In simple terms, we just don’t think now as clearly and precisely as we would have done if there had been no Fall.

According to 1 Corinthians 13, this side of glory, we only see through a glass darkly. One day, we will all comprehend things exactly (as much as finite minds can grasp the infinite). Yet right now, we all have our traditions and blind spots. If we knew exactly where we were wrong, we would change our viewpoint immediately. But the point is that we do not see these things until God the Holy Spirit enlightens us and overcomes the effects of our depravity.

Someone suffering with spiritual dyslexia then reads certain Bible verses and, though the words are clear, the traditions of men jumble up the words or miss key words entirely in a sentence. Or they just do not grasp the meaning at all. I speak here from my own experience, as I can honestly say that I had read certain verses a certain way (giving them what I believed to be a true interpretation) for many years until, suddenly, God the Holy Spirit allowed me to overcome my deeply ingrained spiritual dyslexia to see what the Scripture actually said. This is especially true in my own theological journey towards Reformed theology. I say this (hopefully) not out of spiritual pride, but simply out of sincere grateful thanks to God for opening up my understanding to the true nature of His grace. Please allow me to cite just a few examples of what I am referring to with a few quotes from the Gospel of John.

As I have mentioned before, in John chapter 3, Jesus made it clear that unless one is born again he cannot see (or enter) the kingdom of God. (John 3:3, 5)

I understood correctly that people enter the kingdom of God by faith. But my spiritual dyslexia would not allow me see the clear meaning of the words of Christ. Jesus said that only born again people could enter. My tradition said that if I exercised faith I would enter the kingdom and be born again. The problem with this view though is that it has non-born again people entering the kingdom – something that Jesus said was impossible. Such a concept reverses Jesus’ words. Unless someone is born again (first) he cannot enter. Therefore, regeneration precedes faith.

This is not the only place in Scripture that teaches this. The verb tenses of the original Greek of 1 John 5:1 reveal that the one going on (present continuous action) believing in Christ has already been born of God. The believing is evidence of regeneration, not the other way round. This is, of course, in perfect harmony with Jesus’ clear words in John 3.

Another example is John 6:37, which is again a text already mentioned in this book. Here Jesus makes the statement that “All that the Father gives me will come to me…”

The context here is that Jesus is addressing a crowd of people who, in His words, do not believe in Him (v. 36). He then explains their unbelief, starting with the verse in focus now.
For many years, I would see these words but interpret them through the lens of my tradition, which said that God, being omniscient and knowing the future ahead of time, foresaw those who would come to Christ, and that all in this group were then given as a gift by the Father to the Son. Such was my spiritual dyslexia! I had reversed Jesus’ clear words.

To see this, let us ask this question as we look once again at the text. Which came first: the people coming, or the Father giving?

Clearly, it is the Father’s giving that comes first. In explaining the unbelief of the crowd in front of Him, Jesus teaches us that the Father gives a certain group of people to the Son, who will then (in time) come to the Son.

My tradition reversed the order of the text, believing it was the peoples’ coming to the Son that prompted the Father’s giving of that people to the Son. But Jesus taught that everyone who is first given by the Father to the Son will indeed come to the Son.

The final passage I will quote to show how spiritual dyslexia can affect us is John 10:25,26. Once again, Jesus is addressing a crowd of unbelievers and says, “I told you, and you do not believe. The works that I do in my Father’s name bear witness about me, but you do not believe because you are not part of my flock.”

For many years, I read this last statement of Christ but did not grasp what it actually said. Instead, I interpreted it through the lens of my tradition, which said that people could choose to be part of Christ’s flock. In other words, if someone is not part of Christ’s flock, they can simply choose to be – their believing will make them one of Christ’s sheep. But this is the exact opposite of what Jesus said. Jesus looks people right in the face, telling them that the reason they do not believe is because they are not part of His flock. Once again, my tradition reversed Jesus words completely. Jesus said, “You do not believe because you are not part of my flock.”
Of course, neither I nor anyone else has a right to reverse Jesus’ words. As a disciple of Christ, my role is to allow Him to be the Lord over my thinking and to come to His word and allow any tradition I have to be either confirmed by His word, or else refuted by His word. It takes courage sometimes to allow traditions to be exposed to the light of Scripture, but once a tradition is seen to be in opposition to the truth of Scripture, I have no business holding on to my tradition. Let God be true and every man (and tradition) a liar.

I came to embrace Reformed theology not because of a love for some theological system but because I love and revere God’s word and find that the Bible teaches the doctrines of grace. I also came to see that my traditional interpretation of Scripture was nothing less than spiritual dyslexia.
I still have my blind spots, of course (and if I could see them, they would no longer be blind spots), but I am so thankful to God for the light He has shown me that stresses the graciousness of His grace.

May I challenge each of us to look again at the words of Christ? If you, like me, find that you have reversed Jesus’ clear words, I ask you to have the courage to renounce your tradition and embrace the doctrine of Christ. My continued prayer for both myself and all who read these words is that God will lead and guide us into the truth of His Word.

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